Contradictions

Hello my lil cyber diary, its been long since i've updated this grandmother here.. Haha! Life has been great. Today is.. The 1st of December. Its so shocking to see that another year has almost come to an end. It feels like yesterday, i just entered form 4? Really.. Time really flies.

This year, i saw David Archuleta from afar. How sad right xD but oh well.. I went to an art stream. Honestly, i wasn't used to it. It felt weird when all your friends were studying biology and chemistry and so on. But i never regretted coming to this stream really.. I've met great people. And its brought me to a different environment..

Friends changed this year too.. Im not talking about my friends personality! Haha xD don't get me wrong. What i meant was, people i hanged out with was different. I happened to understand christina more. Yeah, after that sleepover and fishing trip we had. It was memorable for me. Remember those cow dung's we had to pass through? And i nearly hooked you by accident with kermit the frog? Haha!

I did enjoy myself alot this year. There were up's and down's no doubt. As usual, i let my parent's down again. I feel really bad. Its been like this for a very long time, and i know i cant let this happen again. Going out would be limited for me. But sitting on the study table would be hard for me too. Guess that we have to make changes to improve in our lives. I'll make sure i'll work my best. Hopefully, i wouldn't let you down again.

Anyway, i've wrote enough. Im gonna sleep now. G'night !


Song of the day
Aftermath- Adam Lambert

Great Super Duper Awesome Song ! :D


Melodies Of Christmas

David Archuleta


There’s something in the melodies,
That the Christmas season brings,
Joy and Laughter in the air,
Smiling faces everywhere,

Old familiar melodies,
Bring back special memories,
They remind us,
They remind us,

Merrily the choirs sound,
Spreading Christmas joy around,
Filling hearts with cheer,
May it last through all the year,

Happy Christmas Melodies,
Bring back faded memories,
They remind us,
They remind us,

CHORUS

Join us and sing,
The sounds of heav’n an’ nature ring,
With family, Rockin’ round the Christmas tree,
Carols of old, of the greatest Story ever told,

Sing the Melodies of Christmas
Sing the Melodies of Christmas

There’s something ’bout the melodies,
Of Santa Claus and Christmas Trees,
Favorite songs by Nat and Bing,
Elvis, Josh and Celine,

It’s a special time of year,
Bringing Friends and Family near,
To remind us,
Of Love and Kindness,

CHORUS

Joyful messages you may find,
Peace and Happiness through all mankind,
In the melodies, an offering,
Of the love that flows from the Heavenly King,

Raise your voice,
Let us Sing,
It’s the message that these songs can bring,
Round the fire, round the tree,
Singing carols merrily,

Merry Christmas,
Merry Christmas,

One more melody to sing at Christmas,
One more memory of Christmas cheer,

Old familiar melodies,
Bring back special memories,

Filling hearts with Christmas cheer,
May it last through all the year,

Something in the melodies,
That the Christmas season brings,

Joy and Laughter in the air,
Smiling faces everywhere,

Happy Christmas Melodies,
Bring back faded memories…

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G'morning world!!! As im currently suffering in tuition.. I'm also entertaining myself in a different way. All thanks to the owner of this house who kindly gave me his password to access the internet xD haha.. My week has been rather great. Nothing much happened. I was on the phone with kitlu last night. Boy, she's just like me xD HAHAHAHAHA!!! Okay la.. I better stop. I shall go plurking!!! :D

Me Love

Live Like We’re Dying

Kris Allen

Sometime we fall down and can’t get back up
We’re hiding behind skin that’s too tough
How come we don’t say I love you enough
Till it’s too late, it’s not too late

Our hearts are hungry for a food that won’t come
We could make a feast from these crumbs
And we’re all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you, what would you wish you would’ve done

Yeah… gotta start
Looking at the hand of the time we’ve been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start thinkin’ it
Every second counts on a clock that’s tickin
Gotta live like we’re dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
To turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell ‘em that we love ‘em while we got the chance to say,
Gotta live like we’re dying

Well if you plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbyes
Should be so careful who we live out of our lives
So when we long for absolution, there’ll be no one on the line

Yeah… we gotta start lookin’ at the hand of the time we’ve been given here
This all we got and we gotta start thinkin it
Every second count on a clock that’s tickin
Gotta live like we’re dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
to turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell ‘em that we love ‘em while we got the chance to say,
Gotta live like we’re dying

Like we’re dying oh…
Like we’re dying
Like we’re dying oh…
Like we’re dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
to turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell ‘em that we love ‘em while we got the chance to say,
Gotta live like we’re dying

You never know a good thing until it’s gone
you never see a crash until its head on
All these people right when we’re dead wrong,
You never know a good thing till it’s gone

Yeah… we gotta start lookin’ at the hand of the time we’ve been given here
this all we got and we gotta start thinkin it
Every second count on a clock that’s tickin
Gotta live like we’re dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
to turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell ‘em that we love ‘em while we got the chance to say,
Gotta live like we’re dying

Like we’re dying oh…
Like we’re dying
Like we’re dying oh…
Like we’re dying

We only got 86 400 seconds in a day
to turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell ‘em that we love ‘em while we got the chance to say,
Gotta live like we’re dying

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people say im weird. am I? xD

Helllloooo !! its been a loongggg week. and im finally back in school. went to buy lunch with christina.. and she's home now.. whining about her wet clothings xD i had fun in school today.. kitlu gave me her louis vuitton.. CLOTH. not a bag.. its a cloth.. she claims its BRANDED and its IMPORTED (made in *checks label* italy) WHOOO!!! big deal.. but its pretty funny. i like it thank you xD other than that, got to spent the rest of the time with my classmates and as usual walking around and see who i can skip class with. haha. anyway, i've got picttureess :D a lil bit only la. kinda lazy.. heh its actually to stop suting from whacking me. she was pretty.. crazy today. :D

meet my new friend dopey xD





christina's masterpiece. so colourful xD





her donkey which i call donkey. since it doesnt have a name.
how sad.



this was taken in the park with hongling and so po ting




same one :D




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Here Comes Goodbye - Rascall Flatts

united ! whoo whoo

I woke up today feeling so good as it rained. It rained like forever today. Seriously, loved it to bits i tell you ! then my mum was in good mood today. which was double the awesomeness ! and then i played plants vs zombies which was cool too !! AND FINALLLYYYYY !!! DAVID ARCHULETA'S CHRISTMAS ALBUM IS GONNA BE RELEASED ON THE 26TH OF OCTOBER 2009 !!!! NYAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA !!! waitttt.. Then he went to perform at the ALMA show which was ZOMG !!! aaakkkk !!! the way he dressed? oooppphhhh !!! freaking sexaaaayyyy?! im really sorry i cant control myself. i'll try harder next time xD

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IM SO HAPPY !!

feeling contented was nothing without you.

Why hello !! Another week just started and it feels just the same. Honestly, it doesnt feel like September at all until.. Zulaika started calling us to study. its really fast.. well, i decided to upload some photos. well, to be exact, 5 xD from my latest holiday.. since su ting has been calling me to put up some xD LOL ! really lazy to edit, well, here they are. nothing much to talk about. i feel different today. sometimes? my mum is quite a genius ! blehh..

the view from my hotel room . . pretty :)





jump shot of cyrus. he was forced to by me xD




some weird plant i came across. quite cool





ahh, i like this :D





sometimes, life is like a broken shell.





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Song of the Day : Falling Down - Selena Gomez

6.30 in the morning,

At first, all i did was staring at the computer screen wondering what to do next. then suddenly my head was full of stuff to blog. I guess hongling was right when she said she had alot of stuff to blog last time.. heh ! *winks* got a call from my mum just now. She's currently at OU with her cousins, my brother is playing the ds and im making my blog more alive today :D today, i did quite.. alot of.. ''productive'' stuff and that is good :D *thumbs up!* i.. cleaned the house, yeah.. wash the toilet.. its clean now :) im.happy. there will be another round of dinner tonight, can you believe it? I'm gonna turn obese if im not careful. HAHA ! you know Malaysia is one of the country which has the most amount of obese people? IM SERIOUS !!! No Joke ! well, who bothers right? what matters is how the food taste like. im starting to wonder why im writing so much crap xD HAHA !! kitlu called me up at 6.30 am, to remind me to wake up, well i did.. haha !! im so proud of myself.. maybe she should do it everyday then i do not need an alarm for school xD HAHAHA !! ohh, i also realised that my blog is like full of David's video's and quotes and news. geez, i didn't know i was that bad.. Yeow :X IM SORRY GUYS FOR ANNOYING YOUU !! hahaha.. i got a text from christina too.. yeah, it was pretty embarassing. I cant mention it, but im really really tempted to. but she'll be in a little slight problem, im a nice person okay?? xD HAH ! oh well, i think she'll be back from Taiping today.. Hey !! ITS A LONG POST ! haha !! sooo proud :D

Im currently addicted to this song. it sounds nice :)

Here We Go Again - Demi Lovato

"Here We Go Again"

I throw all of your stuff away
Then I clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart
And ignore all your messages
I tell everyone we are through
'Cause I'm so much better without you
But it's just another pretty lie
'Cause I break down
Every time you come around
(Uh, Oh Uh, Oh)

So how did you get here under my skin
Swore that I'd never let you back in
Should've known better
Then trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're fallin' together
You think that by now I'd know
'Cause here we go go go again

You never know what you want
And you never say what you mean
But I start to go insane
Everytime that you look at me
You only hear half of what I say
And you're always showing up too late
And I know that I should say goodbye
But it's no use
Can't be with or without you
(Uh, Oh Uh, Oh)

So how did you get here under my skin
Swore that I'd never let you back in
Should've known better
Then trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're fallin' together
You think that by now I'd know
'Cause here we go go go again

And again and again and again
I throw all your stuff away
And then I cleared you out of my head
And I tore you out of my heart
(Uh, Oh Uh, Oh)

So how did you get here under my skin
Swore that I'd never let you back in
Should've known better
Then trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're fallin' together
You think that by now I'd know
'Cause here we go go

Here we go again
Here we go again
Should've known better
Then trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again
Again and again and again and again


signing off..



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New

Sometimes.. Something simple works fine on me :D

my new friend stoney xD

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twinkle twinkle little star

HEY HEY HEY !!! hahaha !! i only have a minute less to blog so imma gonna make this quick and make it longer next time but..

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY KITTY CHAIII !!! :D

ME LOVE YOU :)

sorry for the late post :X

my brother CYRUS LEE WEN ROY is whacking me. because i have to pass it over to him. this is the reason why i wanna blog it up. just to let you know how great a brother he has been and will always be to me -.-'

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Foooooo wahhhhhh !!! its been very long since i last updated, i just seem to get a lil *wordless* when it comes to blogging because.. tweeting and plurking.. waaaaayy easier really xD lol ~ just to say that the holidays are here.. and.. i cant wait for sleepover?! yes, thats the only thing that im looking forward to :D i hope i get the time to post up some photos i took during my recent trip. i have a few lovely ones on the beach? yeahhhhhh xD anyway, just wanted to add a lil more words to my blog to make it more happening :D

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and i thought i knew her.

I do not believe in fairytales unless it proves me wrong

Hello!!! Whoogaga.. Today startede off with a bright and shiny day!!! Yeah yeah xD okay.. I seriously dunno wat to say.. Yeah.. Okay.. Bye bye -.-









p.s- you drive me crazy.

Like i always do. .

Well, hello earth! Haha! Currently in zul's tuition.. Stealing the wifi around this area. Its actually quite cool.. It'll turn off any moment. . But at least i tried.. Haha! Yesterday, the family and i went to watch ice age! It was rather fun actually. As usual, my parents were being rather jacoon's. Parents sometimes. Do not not.. Underestimate them really xD movie was at 8 40 at night. Its been long since i had the opportunity to watch rather late movies since my uncle left for overseas. But after this, im looking forward to more movies with my parents.. Its good to have some family time right. Came home at about 11. Wasn't feeling to well at night. Im sick now.. Yay! Oh oh.. I think i better stop writing.. I'll um.. Update more soon? :) bye bye

Four Eyed

Wow !! Havent been blogging for quite some time, thought i would like to pop by and say a word or two. Just got back from OU, went to get tickets for this friday's show. It was for free cuz i won them. HAHA !! im bragging, so i've been skipping school due to only one reason- l.a.z.y xD HAHA !! Fyi, im not nerdying at home. which isnt really a good thing cuz it really isnt. haha ! anyway, we had the st john dinner on friday and blood drive on sunday. which was da bomb . i cant say anything more than just . . . . well, it was awesome la really ! anyway, i was with my mum, she was doing her flowers and she allowed me to walk around ou on my own ! teehee ! was scouting for a pencilbox but nada, zero ! nothing i could find suited my taste and of course my pocket ! i was walking and i walked pass.. topmen. yes, i went in and the checkered shirts were.. ZOMG ! sooo pretty xD honestly, i think david has almost half the rack of them ! *glances at the price tag* 149.00 per shirt. guess its quite an okay price for him right?? xD i really wanted to own one but, nahhh.. its okay its okay, so i walked out of the shop empty handed. well, thats pretty much half the day for me. called chris and she said her boyf would be throwing a party which is whoah ! sounds pretty pretty cool xD will talk to mum about whether im allowed to go since its after exams.. haha ! gotta goooo..

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like it just the way it is :)

Hello blog :) its been a long time since i have blogged.. Quite long already.. I know my blog misses me!! Haha! My week has been GREAT? Yeahp. . We had science today. Took a few photos. But i haven't got the time to upload them.. I think i shall post it up at the class blog.. So just.. Patiently wait la xD HAHA! Oh.. Meals ready.. Shall update soon :)