Sunday, May 22, 2011
I wish...
Saturday, May 21, 2011
new start
The summer semester has finally started. What do I have to say about my new summer semester? Calculus & Vectors presenting Mr. Lee (seriously, he is not my father) now let me start about this AWESOME teacher who loves to torture his students with loads and loads of homework. Seriously, with the hectic school routine of 8 30 to 5 . Not mentioning trying to catch the bus at 7 in the morning. Long waiting lines during lunch that you don't even feel like eating. 3 hours and 15 minutes staring at only 2 teachers. Calculus and International Business. It is good that my Business teacher is pretty funny. Its like a mood calmer to the first two hectic classes. Sigh.. Tired.. I should catch some sleep for this weekend. Test 1 for Cal just ended. Test on business next week.
I love you blog :)
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
If its not really your thing then tell me
Its been about 3 months since I last updated this page. I can say that I have finished my first semester successfully. Well, something like that but yeah its finished and tomorrow I'll be.. starting my summer semester which is somehow not what I'm looking forward to. The holidays were great no doubt and I certainly did enjoy it.. But thinking of a summer semester with an everyday class that lasts from 8 30 till 5 ? I can cry just to think of the hours I'm studying two subjects. Seeing the two same teachers everyday. But what much can I do but to continue to work hard in order to continue what I have just started here :) Well moving on to my inner feelings, I do not know where to start. I thought everything will be great when I arrived here well that seems to be the case but I do have that long dreaded feeling of home. I do miss you a great deal. I'm saying it from the bottom of my tiny heart. I miss you till death. I miss talking to you and waiting for all those silly short text messages you give me. I miss how we used to have weird but special names for each other and I knew after coming here, none of this will happen again. Its like the wind blowing away flour. So fragile and easy. But having to know of such would happen, I took it all in and endure it myself because I know that you will never think this deep. Its a woman's problem. Its myself. I can't force somebody into something that they would not want to continue. Its my problem to forget whatever that happened because I know you left no memories. It was forgotten just as I boarded the plane, maybe it was kind of a relief for you.
I have said what I feel like right now. I'm just looking forward to more adventures here in the land of maples.
Monday, February 21, 2011
greetings
Sunday, December 12, 2010
the starting of a journey
i'm typing from my mobile today and i thought.. Hey! I haven't visited this place for a long time x) i'm in the midst of my test still whiles everyone is actually having a fun time now, i'm not typically complaining about it but i find it somehow a little pissing off because i'm just stuck at home. And i've actually lost the mood. Its certainly not good to feel this way, so i'm trying really hard right now. Heh! Yeah? Trying hard? Like blogging? Nice try x)
Anyway, the day has come where my hopes and dreams and most importantly future lies ahead. I'm finally at my last few days of high school and probably another 2 months and a little bit more days before i actually turn 18. I know right! I'm so old. Not really.. Actually.. Haha!
Well, the sad thing about now is that i realise i do not have much time left at the place i'm in right now. No, i'm not writing a suicidal note. Well, people would know what i'm talking about. That is if they do read this post.. I just realise that i haven't let go off one person until today. Its been about 3 years i think? Yeah, and this isn't really a good thing. Well thats because our days are numbered. I sometimes wish God would give me some fantasy imaginations to come through and make this the memorable month. But it seems like everything is just normal. I get butterflies now and then. I mean, ohmygosh!!! I'm still getting butterflies at this kinda age.. But its true. This is the kind of impact i get from you but i don't think you seem to see it. Or maybe you know but you're just trying to avoid the best you can. Like 'oh, she ah! Run away man.. I'm terrified' i really don't know what the situation is like now but i certainly wish that this would come to my liking. Thats only to MY liking. Maybe you're liking it the way it is now? I don't know.
Its good to let some feelings off here because i know this is rarely read by people. And i'm glad i've spoke my mind here. I should head back to some chinese work now..
Goodbye blog and i love you.
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Every word feels like a shooting star
anyway, just a few days ago, something happened. I could say its a really happy thing cuz well i'm in that state where my heart flutters into the air and dances in the sky with some melodious music xD IM EXAGGERATING ALRITE ! but seriously, its like we've lived in our own world. And yeah.. I guess it'll take more time. Well, it certainly needs more time, with all the changes i guess.. But its good? i hopeee xD
its about time for me to go. I dont have much to write anyway xD
GOODNIGHT !
Sunday, October 3, 2010
meh meh meh
David Archuleta – Stomping The Roses Lyrics
Wasting time, just going mindless
Watching your charades
When you were younger, did it occur to you
10 years from then, you’d act the same age
I cannot carry on this way
Although I’ve carried all your every little thing
Carry me away
Did you feel like stomping the roses
Smashing out all the feeling inside of them
It’s bad business
The way you’re stomping the roses
I was flipping channels on my television
And it made me feel unwell
One of those complicated soap operas
I almost felt like I was watching myself
I cannot carry on this way
Although I’ve carried all your every little thing
Carry me away
Did you feel like stomping the roses
Smashing out all the feeling inside of them
It’s bad business
The way you’re stomping the roses
Everyone knows it
I know I know I know I know it’s over
And I know I know I know I’ve
Always been your token nice guy
I know that you rule your whole world
Thought I could live in it
But I just can’t
You know you’re stomping the roses
Smashing out all the feeling inside of them
It’s bad business
The way you’re stomping the roses
Everyone knows it
Stomping the roses
Smashing out all the feeling inside of them
It’s bad business
The way you’re stomping the roses
Stomping, Stomping Yeah
Take it easy, yeah
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
come clean?
Just so you know, a stranger wouldnt let you touch their phone and let you go through EVERY SINGLE TEXT MESSAGE!
Monday, August 30, 2010
Kissin' You
Kissin' You - Miranda Cosgrove
Sparks fly, it's like electricity.
I might die when I forget how to breathe.
You get closer and there's no where in this world I'd rather be.
Time stops like everything around me is frozen,
and nothin' matters but these few moments,
when you open my mind to things I've never seen.
'Cause when I'm kissin' you my senses come alive.
Almost like the puzzle piece I've been tryin' to find,
falls right into place, you're all that it takes,
my doubts fade away when I'm kissin' you.
When I'm kissin' you it all starts makin' sense,
and all the questions I've been asking in my head,
like, Are you the one? Should I really trust?
Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissin' you.
Past loves, they never got very far.
Walls up, made sure I guarded my heart.
And I promised I wouldn't do this 'til I knew it was right for me.
But no one, no guy that I met before could make me feel so right and secure.
And have you noticed I lose my focus,
and the world around me disappears.
'Cause when I'm kissin' you my senses come alive.
[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/kissin-u-lyrics-miranda-cosgrove.html ]
Almost like the puzzle piece I've been tryin' to find,
falls right into place, you're all that it takes,
my doubts fade away when I'm kissin' you.
When I'm kissin' you it all starts makin' sense.
and all the questions I've been asking in my head,
like, Are you the one? Should I really trust?
Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissin' you.
I've never felt nothing like this.
You're makin' me open up.
No point even tryin' to fight this,
it kinda feels like it's looooove.
'Cause when I'm kissin' you my senses come alive.
Almost like the puzzle piece I've been tryin' to find,
falls right into place, you're all that it takes,
my doubts fade away when I'm kissin' you.
When I'm kissin' you it all starts making sense,
and all the questions I've been asking in my head,
like, Are you the one? Should I really trust?
Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissin' you.
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Something Bout Love.
You’re frozen by the phone
You wait, something’s changed
You blame yourself every day
You’d do it again
Every night
There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free
There’s something ’bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It’ll bring you to your knees
There’s something ’bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh…
But don’t give up
There’s something ’bout love
When you were young
Scared of the night
Waiting for love to come along
And make it right
Your day will come, the past is gone
So take your time
And live and let live
There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free
There’s something ’bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It’ll bring you to your knees
There’s something ’bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh…
But don’t give up
There’s something ’bout love
Don’t fight
Don’t hide
Those stars in your eyes (in your eyes)
Let em’ shine tonight
Let em’ shine tonight
Hang on
Hang in
For the ride of your life
It’s gonna be alright
Hold on tight
There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free
There’s something ’bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It’ll bring you to your knees (to your knees)
There’s something ’bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh…
But don’t give up
There’s something ’bout love
Whoa oh oh oh..
Set’s you free
There’s something bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
i didnt wanna miss the opportunity to post it up, david archuleta has risen once again :D :D
i miss him so much. REALLY !
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
laughter is the best medicine
I also realised, that ___ can hardly tolerate people anymore. Actually, __ cant seem to click with anybody. Nowadays, its been weird because ___ JUST CANT communicate with people. ___ get all pissed, and just chucks ___ thing away. Maybe ___ patience has reached its certain limit. everybody have boundaries dont they. so i guess its pretty understandable for ___. But, for some odd reason, ___ can talk to ___ the most without feeling ___ . how. ironic.
Lately, my mum has been driving me insane, i remember i used to complain and ramble on how much i hate it, but i've tried to lessen them now. its not easy, wait, since when life and things were that easy anyway xD haha
Well, i think thats it, just a few screen caps about what i do online. i was bored anyway xD
Saturday, June 5, 2010
the holidays have finally arrived and will last for the next two weeks. three weeks of exams has been such a pain. well, i cant complain much. isnt that what students are supposed to do anyway.
study
get good grades
get into college
graduate from uni
get a good job
earn the money
make your parents proud
isnt that what all parents hope and wish for anyway. its probably their hugest and largest pride to see their children being successful. hopefully i could do some productive things during the hols and probably buy some good storybooks to read. oh cant wait cant wait.
I wouldnt talk so much, gootaa goo :D
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Don't Do That
For now, let's just say that school has been rather tiring. There's so many things to catch up? Homework piling up . yada yada yada ! AND EXAMS TOO?! i just remembered i used to blog alot during PMR? HAHA !! and there was this countdown thingy on the top of this very same blog page to remind myself how close PMR was coming but somehow it did not strike my head. Somehow i do regret how immatured i was back then. But at the same time, i've never regretted one moment of not having fun xD
Its currently 12 in the morning. I'm supposed to be working on my accounts homework which is due tomorrow, but i just felt like paying this poor dead blog a visit after a month i think? LOL ! i did not check when was the last time i did blog. Anyway, thats about it today. I'm gonna post up a photo we took during our small short visit to Taylors Lakeside Campus. Haven't I mention that that place is stunningly beautiful? Honestly, it doesnt feel like a school at all? but more like a little holiday resort? I think what i loved most about the place was the library? It has 5 levels of books with different concept. It brings a different mood when you go to different level of the library ! HAH ! I should seriously end now :D
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Faces.
Taa!
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Need you?
I realise that i would start blogging when i wait for videos to load up ! LOL ! Its the chinese new year week, and so happens it falls on a valentines day too. I dont know whether its a bummer for couples out there, but for me. No effect xD HAH ! I've got my little imagination to keep me company. Sometimes imagination do keep me going in life. It sounds weird. But seriously it does. Like, you think of something you really want? And your imagination just straysss of into some wonderland, and you find yourself SMILING TO YOURSELF?! HAAHAHA !! Now thats funny. But its true.. AH !! my videos are finally finishing.. Anyway, back to this, its the mid feb now and i can say that i had a great start of the month! Many thanks to hongling, kitlu and samantha for the cupcakes and the purse. I LOVE IT ! to, yeeling, angelene, melissa and beatrice for that lovely folder you guys made. my brother rolled on the floor laughing when he saw all the photos. HAHA ! and to michele lim for that awesome super junior magazine and fan. That gives me a chance to upgrade my collection. their rich because of crazy people like me who bothers spending money on quite unnecessary stuff. I should stop that bad habit really xD
Exams are coming up. Starting on the 5th of March with Moral and Chinese as my first paper. How torturous can it get. First day and i'm facing two most horrible subjects. Oh well, thats life isn't it? I hope im ready for my exams. this is probably the last time and my last shot to perform well, its quite fast that in a blink of an eye i'm already 17 !
Anyway, I'm still finding ways to get myself to meet or see super junior. Though its quite hard, but i'll try my best. Its my only wish to see them really.
Its quite cool typing with this wireless keyboard my mum just bought. Did i mention that im typing on my lap when i can put it on the table xD LOL ! its quite fun actually xD anyway, i shall stop now. Its quite a long post after a long while.
Have a great weekend :D

