Sunday, December 12, 2010

the starting of a journey

hi blog,

i'm typing from my mobile today and i thought.. Hey! I haven't visited this place for a long time x) i'm in the midst of my test still whiles everyone is actually having a fun time now, i'm not typically complaining about it but i find it somehow a little pissing off because i'm just stuck at home. And i've actually lost the mood. Its certainly not good to feel this way, so i'm trying really hard right now. Heh! Yeah? Trying hard? Like blogging? Nice try x)

Anyway, the day has come where my hopes and dreams and most importantly future lies ahead. I'm finally at my last few days of high school and probably another 2 months and a little bit more days before i actually turn 18. I know right! I'm so old. Not really.. Actually.. Haha!

Well, the sad thing about now is that i realise i do not have much time left at the place i'm in right now. No, i'm not writing a suicidal note. Well, people would know what i'm talking about. That is if they do read this post.. I just realise that i haven't let go off one person until today. Its been about 3 years i think? Yeah, and this isn't really a good thing. Well thats because our days are numbered. I sometimes wish God would give me some fantasy imaginations to come through and make this the memorable month. But it seems like everything is just normal. I get butterflies now and then. I mean, ohmygosh!!! I'm still getting butterflies at this kinda age.. But its true. This is the kind of impact i get from you but i don't think you seem to see it. Or maybe you know but you're just trying to avoid the best you can. Like 'oh, she ah! Run away man.. I'm terrified' i really don't know what the situation is like now but i certainly wish that this would come to my liking. Thats only to MY liking. Maybe you're liking it the way it is now? I don't know.

Its good to let some feelings off here because i know this is rarely read by people. And i'm glad i've spoke my mind here. I should head back to some chinese work now..

Goodbye blog and i love you.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Every word feels like a shooting star

I'm back to this page after a longgggg time. SPM is finally at the corner of all corners. it was from starting of the year to mid year then trials ( i was going insane ) and its finally arrived (already insane) !! i cant seem to just get those things cramming into my head which is really bad cuz i certainly had more enthusiasm during trials like " YEAH ! IM TOTALLY GONNA DO THIS ! " but now.. its bad to have terrible stamina cause its really not good at all :X

anyway, just a few days ago, something happened. I could say its a really happy thing cuz well i'm in that state where my heart flutters into the air and dances in the sky with some melodious music xD IM EXAGGERATING ALRITE ! but seriously, its like we've lived in our own world. And yeah.. I guess it'll take more time. Well, it certainly needs more time, with all the changes i guess.. But its good? i hopeee xD


its about time for me to go. I dont have much to write anyway xD


GOODNIGHT !

Sunday, October 3, 2010

meh meh meh

HO ! David Archuleta has a new album ! Well its not officially out but it is certainly good. One of my favourite is stomping the roses. Okay, the title might seeem a little off. but the beat xD HAHA ! super nice. SPM is coming up soon. trials and college. pffft. the beauty of being old? HAAAA~ yeah. anyway.. gotta go x) have a great sunday !

David Archuleta – Stomping The Roses Lyrics

Wasting time, just going mindless
Watching your charades
When you were younger, did it occur to you
10 years from then, you’d act the same age

I cannot carry on this way
Although I’ve carried all your every little thing
Carry me away

Did you feel like stomping the roses
Smashing out all the feeling inside of them
It’s bad business
The way you’re stomping the roses

I was flipping channels on my television
And it made me feel unwell
One of those complicated soap operas
I almost felt like I was watching myself

I cannot carry on this way
Although I’ve carried all your every little thing
Carry me away

Did you feel like stomping the roses
Smashing out all the feeling inside of them
It’s bad business
The way you’re stomping the roses
Everyone knows it

I know I know I know I know it’s over
And I know I know I know I’ve
Always been your token nice guy
I know that you rule your whole world
Thought I could live in it
But I just can’t

You know you’re stomping the roses
Smashing out all the feeling inside of them
It’s bad business
The way you’re stomping the roses
Everyone knows it

Stomping the roses
Smashing out all the feeling inside of them
It’s bad business
The way you’re stomping the roses

Stomping, Stomping Yeah
Take it easy, yeah

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

come clean?

some word that really snapped me. I tried coming clean. I tried telling you the things that I wanted to tell. But again and again, its either wrong, or i hear screaming and banging next. DO you think its soooooo fun hiding the things inside. Not telling ANYONE how i feel, not telling ANYONE how i manage to do this and that. The only thing that comes up to my mind when i tell you something is, 'No Point' Is it my fault that I'm like that? Is it my fault that you've brought up a stranger in the house??


Just so you know, a stranger wouldnt let you touch their phone and let you go through EVERY SINGLE TEXT MESSAGE!

Monday, August 30, 2010

Kissin' You

One of those songs where i play it over and over again xD HAHA !! August is ending. Isn't that fast eh?

Kissin' You - Miranda Cosgrove

Sparks fly, it's like electricity.
I might die when I forget how to breathe.
You get closer and there's no where in this world I'd rather be.
Time stops like everything around me is frozen,
and nothin' matters but these few moments,
when you open my mind to things I've never seen.

'Cause when I'm kissin' you my senses come alive.
Almost like the puzzle piece I've been tryin' to find,
falls right into place, you're all that it takes,
my doubts fade away when I'm kissin' you.
When I'm kissin' you it all starts makin' sense,
and all the questions I've been asking in my head,
like, Are you the one? Should I really trust?
Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissin' you.

Past loves, they never got very far.
Walls up, made sure I guarded my heart.
And I promised I wouldn't do this 'til I knew it was right for me.
But no one, no guy that I met before could make me feel so right and secure.
And have you noticed I lose my focus,
and the world around me disappears.

'Cause when I'm kissin' you my senses come alive.

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/kissin-u-lyrics-miranda-cosgrove.html ]

Almost like the puzzle piece I've been tryin' to find,
falls right into place, you're all that it takes,
my doubts fade away when I'm kissin' you.
When I'm kissin' you it all starts makin' sense.
and all the questions I've been asking in my head,
like, Are you the one? Should I really trust?
Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissin' you.

I've never felt nothing like this.
You're makin' me open up.
No point even tryin' to fight this,
it kinda feels like it's looooove.

'Cause when I'm kissin' you my senses come alive.
Almost like the puzzle piece I've been tryin' to find,
falls right into place, you're all that it takes,
my doubts fade away when I'm kissin' you.
When I'm kissin' you it all starts making sense,
and all the questions I've been asking in my head,
like, Are you the one? Should I really trust?
Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissin' you.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Something Bout Love.

Every night it’s all the same
You’re frozen by the phone
You wait, something’s changed
You blame yourself every day
You’d do it again
Every night

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free

There’s something ’bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It’ll bring you to your knees
There’s something ’bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh…
But don’t give up
There’s something ’bout love

When you were young
Scared of the night
Waiting for love to come along
And make it right
Your day will come, the past is gone
So take your time
And live and let live

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free

There’s something ’bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It’ll bring you to your knees
There’s something ’bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh…
But don’t give up
There’s something ’bout love

Don’t fight
Don’t hide
Those stars in your eyes (in your eyes)
Let em’ shine tonight
Let em’ shine tonight

Hang on
Hang in
For the ride of your life
It’s gonna be alright
Hold on tight

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free

There’s something ’bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It’ll bring you to your knees (to your knees)
There’s something ’bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh…
But don’t give up
There’s something ’bout love

Whoa oh oh oh..
Set’s you free
There’s something bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain




i didnt wanna miss the opportunity to post it up, david archuleta has risen once again :D :D

i miss him so much. REALLY !



Wednesday, June 16, 2010

laughter is the best medicine

Haaa ~~ I left this blog all alone during the school holidays and it is already ending ! "so fast? :O" haha.. yes, it is already ending. this two weeks, i was able to take a break, but that might not seem to be an ideal thing because you tend to get lazy and not want to do anything. well, thats for me. I dont know about you though.

I also realised, that ___ can hardly tolerate people anymore. Actually, __ cant seem to click with anybody. Nowadays, its been weird because ___ JUST CANT communicate with people. ___ get all pissed, and just chucks ___ thing away. Maybe ___ patience has reached its certain limit. everybody have boundaries dont they. so i guess its pretty understandable for ___. But, for some odd reason, ___ can talk to ___ the most without feeling ___ . how. ironic.

Lately, my mum has been driving me insane, i remember i used to complain and ramble on how much i hate it, but i've tried to lessen them now. its not easy, wait, since when life and things were that easy anyway xD haha

Well, i think thats it, just a few screen caps about what i do online. i was bored anyway xD



soribada :D


TWEETTTDECKK :D :D


taaaa~~

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Hello :D
the holidays have finally arrived and will last for the next two weeks. three weeks of exams has been such a pain. well, i cant complain much. isnt that what students are supposed to do anyway.
study

get good grades
get into college
graduate from uni
get a good job
earn the money
make your parents proud

isnt that what all parents hope and wish for anyway. its probably their hugest and largest pride to see their children being successful. hopefully i could do some productive things during the hols and probably buy some good storybooks to read. oh cant wait cant wait.
I wouldnt talk so much, gootaa goo :D

OUT !



i'll miss school for awhile

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Don't Do That

I'll be updating a long one soon.
For now, let's just say that school has been rather tiring. There's so many things to catch up? Homework piling up . yada yada yada ! AND EXAMS TOO?! i just remembered i used to blog alot during PMR? HAHA !! and there was this countdown thingy on the top of this very same blog page to remind myself how close PMR was coming but somehow it did not strike my head. Somehow i do regret how immatured i was back then. But at the same time, i've never regretted one moment of not having fun xD

Its currently 12 in the morning. I'm supposed to be working on my accounts homework which is due tomorrow, but i just felt like paying this poor dead blog a visit after a month i think? LOL ! i did not check when was the last time i did blog. Anyway, thats about it today. I'm gonna post up a photo we took during our small short visit to Taylors Lakeside Campus. Haven't I mention that that place is stunningly beautiful? Honestly, it doesnt feel like a school at all? but more like a little holiday resort? I think what i loved most about the place was the library? It has 5 levels of books with different concept. It brings a different mood when you go to different level of the library ! HAH ! I should seriously end now :D

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Faces.

Its been a long time since i last blogged. I just realised that i'm still on my 200 and something post and somehow.. It doesn't go up drasticallyy. Well practically because there's twitter. It comes in SO handy. Really.. You're only limited to a few words! Why isn't that good sometimes. You talk less. Saves alot of saliva. Anyway, the exam has finally ended. And to come to think of it? Holiday is already ending.. So fast! :O results would be out soon. Well, i'm not really looking forward to it. No doubt i've put a little more effort this term. I feel proud all of a sudden. But i'm not really looking forward to it. Sometimes you expect to much and when it comes out not the way you want it to be? It can get a little.. Disappointing.. Hmmm.. Well, thats life isn't it. I guess i've spoke enough.. Haha! Will update when i feel like it. I guess i would visit here more often. :)

Taa!

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Need you?

Hello ! Hello ! Hello !

I realise that i would start blogging when i wait for videos to load up ! LOL ! Its the chinese new year week, and so happens it falls on a valentines day too. I dont know whether its a bummer for couples out there, but for me. No effect xD HAH ! I've got my little imagination to keep me company. Sometimes imagination do keep me going in life. It sounds weird. But seriously it does. Like, you think of something you really want? And your imagination just straysss of into some wonderland, and you find yourself SMILING TO YOURSELF?! HAAHAHA !! Now thats funny. But its true.. AH !! my videos are finally finishing.. Anyway, back to this, its the mid feb now and i can say that i had a great start of the month! Many thanks to hongling, kitlu and samantha for the cupcakes and the purse. I LOVE IT ! to, yeeling, angelene, melissa and beatrice for that lovely folder you guys made. my brother rolled on the floor laughing when he saw all the photos. HAHA ! and to michele lim for that awesome super junior magazine and fan. That gives me a chance to upgrade my collection. their rich because of crazy people like me who bothers spending money on quite unnecessary stuff. I should stop that bad habit really xD

Exams are coming up. Starting on the 5th of March with Moral and Chinese as my first paper. How torturous can it get. First day and i'm facing two most horrible subjects. Oh well, thats life isn't it? I hope im ready for my exams. this is probably the last time and my last shot to perform well, its quite fast that in a blink of an eye i'm already 17 !

Anyway, I'm still finding ways to get myself to meet or see super junior. Though its quite hard, but i'll try my best. Its my only wish to see them really.

Its quite cool typing with this wireless keyboard my mum just bought. Did i mention that im typing on my lap when i can put it on the table xD LOL ! its quite fun actually xD anyway, i shall stop now. Its quite a long post after a long while.


Have a great weekend :D

GOODNIGHT !

Friday, January 22, 2010

Great Times

HELLO !!

Its been long huh?! what a terrible long week, nothing but homework after homework. I'm suppose to be in bed actually. But since i'm waiting for some VIDEOS (hehehe) to be downloaded, i thought i would stay up till its fully done. Well, i can say that January is ending.. ISNT IT JUST SO FAST?! Just got off the phone with angelene about half an hour ago. And, we were planning on all the projects and stuff. There is actually hardly anytime for yourself? For the first time i'm really looking forward for the CNY holidays, as i guess the whole celebration would be at Perth this year, and sadly our family isn't joining because of the price and also those stinking rotten exams x) Oh well, life goes on..


AND AND !!! As everybody has been talking about it ! SUPER JUNIOR IS FINALLY COMING DOWN AGAINNN !!! On the 20th of march 2010 ! but well, i dont think i can go? Im gonna start rambling xD HAHAH !! I WANNA GO I WANNA GO I WANNA GO ! lol ! apparently, my mum isnt that bothered as she thinks that im wasting my cash for doing so. But its a once in a life time kinda thing right? Ah, but i shall not continue on that. Guess the videos are gonna be done soon. I havent gotten any of my homework done yet. I'm really tired. AISH !




I miss having late night calls :/




OUT !









EEKS ! :D

Saturday, January 16, 2010

HELLO !


I am very moody.

I hate homework a lot !

I wanna go.

I wanna complain.

And..

I don't care :)





BYE BYE !

Monday, January 4, 2010

first day of the very start of the year

hello!!! I'm back from school.. And blogging with my mobile! IT'S SO HANDY I TELL YOU! :P anyway, i'm back at Meranti! Only.. Its 5 and not 4 xD LOL! How lame is that. Anyway, i shall.. Hmmm.. Describe my first day! I'm currently sitting with yeeling.. And boy she can be.. Haha xD pretty.. Embarrassing..

It was something like this. Our new history teacher, pn rafidah (thank God its not HER again) haha! Was explaining to us something about korea utara! And that girl sitting beside me was listening so intensively.. Like she was breathing oxygen. That face she had! Goodness gracious.. Anyway, teacher explained finish and she raised up her hand and asked

'cikgu, what about south korea?'
many many stares.. Obviously.. Super junior is from south korea.. And she was smiling to herself.. I present to you my really awesome partner in class xD HAHA! Not to mention the amount of times she 'fat hao' in class today.. I cannot exclude angelene too! 'hands closed with that wide grin on their face' screaming 'oppaaaaaaa' yes.. School term is always this interesting!

Well.. Thats abt all. I can say tht the starting of the school term is gonna be quite interesting? Hmmm..

Till then :)